Polar Bipolar
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Tell me lies
slap me on the face
just improvise
do something really clever
that’ll make me hate
your name forever

all this pain begins to feel like pleasure
with more tears you’d make a sea of desert
salt my wounds and i’ll keep saying thank you

But I can’t help it if I’m just a fool
always having my heart set on you
’til the time you start changing the rules
I’ll keep chasing the soles of your shoes

Fool..

‘My life is nothing but room for you,’ I said. ‘It could never be filled by anyone but you.’
Kurt Vonnegut, Mother Night (via no-answers)

Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you

‘Cause I don’t have a clue, can you help me?

I’m sitting here, simply trying to figure out

What my life’s all about, can you tell me?

I never wanted to be the person you see

Can you tell me who I am?

I always wanted to die but you kept me alive

Can you tell me who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony

That you have gifted to me but I can’t ever sleep

Don’t be mad but I get weak inside

And I start to fall apart ‘cause I feel nothing.

I never wanted to be some kind of comic relief

Please show me who I am

I’ve been tortured and scorned since the day that I was born

But I don’t know who I am.

And I thank you, man, for everything

Sorry I’m so frightened about all of this

But I wish I could give you more

And all the lights are shining down on me

And I feel intimidated by it all.

I never wanted to be

The person you see

But thank you.

Oh God, please tell me now

Are you disappointed, are you proud?

Haven’t I done everything?

I’m so sorry I’m so weak and I turned into a freak

But I don’t know anything, anything.

Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you

I am coming unglued, please help me..

part of me wants to be seven and careless.
part of me wants to be back in your bed.
part of me wants to be forty and settled.
part of me wants to be dead.

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